reading journal........

Has someone left you taking you heart along with them?And you get that feeling that you want to die,that your life is over and there is no hope of living???The feeling of loss.But the worse part is that you still hold on to someones love thinking they will come back and they don't.Its like they took your soul (heart) and slowly you are dying inside,is like someone is stabbing you each day and you become someone totally not you.Or it doesn't have to be that way,it can be when you trusted someone soo deeply and they turn their back on you.That is awful.You get the idea that they weren't your friend all along and they just used you for some strange reason you didn't know about.But anyways,while i was reading i happened to come across a quote saying "I miss my heart that still lives in his chest."Does that mean that that he returns her love?That she gave her heart to him and he still has it while he is dying?If so,that is soo sweet.I love this quote.Its very powerful.In my opinion.You know what????????? I'm sort of getting confused right now.it says that she misses her heart that still lives in his chest,did he go away still loving her or did he go away and left her loving him and wishing they were together again.Please help me!!!!
I want to know what you think!

WHAT IS MEDIA?????

If you look around you,you will notice media everywhere.
The basics are:Advertisements,clothing brands,transportation, communication systems and so much more......
(As you can see above)
For me well,media communicates their own unique ideas by creating materials and things that we use in our daily lives.We cant escape from the media,its like we are invisibly attached to it no matter what.(yes,no matter what!)
For example,at this time i am and you are using the media.How?
We are using computers!(because you are reading this.)
Another example might be when you go to the store,lets say Aeropostale or Pac Sun ,whatever you like.It doesn't matter.What matters is that you are buying clothing brands,Media!(again....)
So now you get an idea......
Of what media is.

reading journal #14!

Its been very,very long since Ive written something about my reading.
Well last week i was just reading "Lets get lost" by Sarra Manning,and its about this girl,Isabella,whom her mother just died and so she begins to get herself in trouble ,becomes mean to everyone,but when she meets this boy her world goes upside down,he is not like her but he likes her and she begins to like him,but she is only 16 and he is a freshmen in college,so she lies about her age ,where she lives and about everything!.But then her dad treats her really bad because he is always blaming her for her mothers death.So the story goes on ,but I'm not going to write anymore about it,so you can read it yourself!.And today i am about to start reading "Pride and Prejudice" by Jane Austen,i haven't seen the movie but people say it was really good.No spoilers please!.