reading journal

Well , during this weekend i read a book called "the beginning",its a book from a series called the daughters of the moon and it's the 12th book.Its actually pretty good.Its like this,there are 5 girls who have unnatural super powers they were given at birth and so they have to fight the forces of evil, which in this book is the Atrox,the most powerful spirit who is bound to the destroy the daughters of the moon (the 5 girls).So during their battles and struggles,some of them discover their real fate.I highly recommend this book.And the series of course.

NO EXIT

No exit is a play that was written by Jean Paul Sartre.

I loved it! It kept me fascinated throughout the whole play.The play is about these 3 ordinary people who are dead because of the actions they committed during a part in their life that caused their death at some point,so they are brought to this mysterious room to live together for ever.Well the worst part,besides having to be living together is that there is nothing in the room besides themselves and a sofa for each of the individuals.Which are 2 women and a man.Supposedly its their own personal hell to be there with the others and have to put up with one another.But as i read it got so entertaining,because i learned that one of the women was gay and was falling in love with the other woman,while that woman wanted to experience a pleasure with the man.Its easy to foreshadow what happens after this.So i might as well tell you.

Inez(the gay woman)gets jealous when Garcin(the man) and Estelle (straight woman) try to make love.So then at the end Estelle notices the paper knife and launches herself at Inez trying to stab her and kill her to be alone with Garcin.

But oops.....

there dead!!

So no matter what they do,they are still stuck with each other for ever.

its a really funny play,well for me.And its a really good play.

I mean , if i were to be one of them i would wish that i could be like dead dead,dead.For real.I can just imagine what it would be like for me.

okay lets put it like this:

1.you are dead

2.You have to live with what you did

3.you know what is going on after you died, and its painful .

4.you are in a room where there is nothing except 3 sofas.

5.you get stuck with people you don't know and immediately they turn to be the most annoying people ever!

if you are a girl who is reading this , then for you it would be like this.

its you,a gay girl who is madly attracted to you (who wont leave you alone not even for the tiniest second) and a straight man who doesn't even pay attention to you.

now,if you are a guy,then it would be like this.

its you,a gay man who is madly attracted to you(who wont leave you alone for a minute) and a straight girl who doesn't even have a single drop of interest in you.

6.Oh yeah,you cant escape,you are trapped there for life.

shopaholic ties the knot

''the answer will come to me in any minute".
this person is always waiting at the last minute to do what is that they had to do before .She is always getting in debt,that's why they call her the shopaholic,she loves to shop ,no no.She is obsessed with shopping.And when its time to pay some bills ,she's always hiding them or making excuses to not pay them.And she ignores them and she cant help it.So ,she shops (to get the "stress" away)And so she always thinks that the answer will come to her.Be serious.Why cant she be mature for a minute?Instead of thinking someone else is going to fix her problems.And besides,you make the answer or you find the answer.One way or another.But i think that the answer alone doesn't find you.This book makes me mad but i cant seem to put it down for a minute,it absorbs me .I cant help it.

Running with scissors

I'm still reading this book,i haven't gone too far ,i am like at the beginning of the story.
"I had persistent warts on my fingers that needed to be burned off and my throat was constantly sore due to the dust that i cupped in my hands and inhaled."
This kid is was only ten years old and wanted to get "high" and be just like her mother.(his mother smoked so i guess he couldn't and so he instead inhaled dust)
I was like whatttttttt?????
(this kid sure has some imagination)
Plus this kid had 3 different doctors and i want to to know what were his real intentions of going to the doctor like once every day.Seriously he did tings to go to the doctor and get checked up.That is weird.And i want to know why he did it.
So far the book is good.And i hope i could read a little bit faster.

Running with Scissors

"I will be wearing the dress my mother didn't wear.It is long ,black and 100 percent polyester,my favorite fabric because it flows.I will wear her dress and her shoes and i will be her."
I just started reading Running with scissors by Auguten Burroughs.And when i read this part,i was shocked and confused,to be honest.Simply because this book is written by a boy's perspective.So why would he want to wear her clothes?He can be like her,but wearing her clothes?.You know it reminds me , when i was little i used to put on my mom's heels and dresses and i would pretend i was her for a minute.Is it like the same thing he is thinking?Well, i really need to read more to find out.And that's as far as i got with my reading.Its not much but the book is starting to get really interesting........

reading journal........

Has someone left you taking you heart along with them?And you get that feeling that you want to die,that your life is over and there is no hope of living???The feeling of loss.But the worse part is that you still hold on to someones love thinking they will come back and they don't.Its like they took your soul (heart) and slowly you are dying inside,is like someone is stabbing you each day and you become someone totally not you.Or it doesn't have to be that way,it can be when you trusted someone soo deeply and they turn their back on you.That is awful.You get the idea that they weren't your friend all along and they just used you for some strange reason you didn't know about.But anyways,while i was reading i happened to come across a quote saying "I miss my heart that still lives in his chest."Does that mean that that he returns her love?That she gave her heart to him and he still has it while he is dying?If so,that is soo sweet.I love this quote.Its very powerful.In my opinion.You know what????????? I'm sort of getting confused right now.it says that she misses her heart that still lives in his chest,did he go away still loving her or did he go away and left her loving him and wishing they were together again.Please help me!!!!
I want to know what you think!

WHAT IS MEDIA?????

If you look around you,you will notice media everywhere.
The basics are:Advertisements,clothing brands,transportation, communication systems and so much more......
(As you can see above)
For me well,media communicates their own unique ideas by creating materials and things that we use in our daily lives.We cant escape from the media,its like we are invisibly attached to it no matter what.(yes,no matter what!)
For example,at this time i am and you are using the media.How?
We are using computers!(because you are reading this.)
Another example might be when you go to the store,lets say Aeropostale or Pac Sun ,whatever you like.It doesn't matter.What matters is that you are buying clothing brands,Media!(again....)
So now you get an idea......
Of what media is.